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The AbyssIn a moment it can all change.
Feel the wind on your shoulders.
After this nothing will be ever be the same.
In a moment it can be over.
Take a deep breath, try not to be afraid.
You came here to end this.
To stop the pain.
This will be the last time you put scars on your wrist.
You want to fly.
Let go, take the fall.
Lose control, end it all.
You stand on the edge.
It's as if the abyss is calling your name.
Spread your arms on the cliff ledge.
Can this end the shame?
Will she take the plunge?
Decide to end it all in a moment.
Choose to run.
End the torment.
So many are driven to this place.
They don't want to die, they just want to forget the agony.
Feel the wind on your face.
They think it will make them free.
One kind word can turn it around.
One torturous gesture can push them to do the unthinkable.
Can make them plummet down and break on the ground.
The human mind, so fragile and breakable.
One jagged mockery can cause the first crack.
Can make their reason start to c
The Last TimeAll this time, I've called your name.
And all this time I've have waited patiently for the rain.
But it's so parched and thirsty in this land.
An hour glass filled with jagged sand.
But if you want me, come find me.
If you love me, stop hiding.
This is your last chance.
I am willing to forgive the past.
But this is the last time.
It feels like I'm losing my mind.
Where did you go my love.
I told you I couldn't get enough,
All things can be made new;
At least that's what they say.
Can I wish all this away?
But where did you go?
I have ached for you so.
Time moves slowly.
You swore to me many years ago that I was your one and only.
I have been so lonely.
Grieving for love lost.
Such a heavy cost.
I've waited so long.
If this is right why does it feel so wrong?
All this time, I've been faithful to your memory.
Waiting for the end that's beautiful when you come and save me.
But if my heart was never broken why is it healing?
And somehow I cannot escape this feeling;
That it might a
TearsA noose around the choking heart.
I watch as what's holding us together falls apart.
The sky is black and weeps.
A stain of long forgotten love among the deeps.
Cold in the darkness with burning eyes.
I have no more tears left to cry.
So numb, now I don't feel anything.
I tell myself you'll come, but I know that's just wishful thinking.
I'm alone with nothing to comfort me.
Helpless with my suffering.
I try to hope, but I know you're gone.
Why did you abandon me, what did I do wrong?
Cried all my tears away.
Now all that's left is pain.
So I'll try to heal from the open wounds you left.
Wandering among the stars in my dreams, empty and bereft.
I look for you, but cannot glimpse your face.
How I long for your embrace.
A tear falls from heaven to earth.
My eyes are dark, feels like I've lost my worth.
So I'll cover my grief with the veil of solitude.
I thought our love would always be true.
But now forever seems to have disappeared.
My eyes are dry, I only have fear.
Until EternityI want to tell the whole world about you.
But I'm afraid that they might doubt you.
They won't understand,
How I love you even though you've never held my hand.
They won't comprehend that we help each other to be free.
That we will love each other until eternity.
The miles separating us don't matter.
The rain of love falls and scatters,
Saturating my heart and soul.
Without you I will never be whole.
So I wait until the day,
When I will see your face.
I long for it to come.
Without your love my spirit is empty and numb.
The rest of my days, it will be you and me.
From now until eternity.
Your MonstersI'm tired of trying to please you.
It never matters what it is I do,
It's never good enough.
I'm through with living without love.
So many times I've held you tight,
Destroyed your monsters and banished the night.
But it never makes a difference.
All you want is vengeance,
For crimes I never committed.
You are cruel and jaded.
I'm not your slave,
And I won't cave,
No matter what you try to do.
I'm through with you.
I destroyed your monsters and battled the night.
Sang lullabies and held you tight.
Tried to love you with all my might.
But darling it's a lie.
Because love doesn't feel like chains.
It doesn't enjoy causing pain.
It doesn't tear open wounds and make new scars.
It doesn't tell lies and break hearts.
I'm done, because your monsters are only a reflection of you.
It shows what's inside, what's really true.
I can see them in your eyes.
I believed you all this time.
But it's over now.
It's coming down,
Burning to the ground.
I destroyed your monsters and battled the night.
How It WorksIs this how it works?
When I love someone I get burned?
Tired of trying to open my heart.
Just to feel as it get's torn apart.
Leave me alone.
Don't try to get me out of my shell.
I've tried too many times, and I know.
My mind is in chaos, feels like I'm living in hell.
You smile and say for me to lower my shield.
Lower your hidden knife first.
I'm tired of being able to feel.
I can see through your honey coated words.
I can see what kind you are baby.
I'm tired of getting burned.
Don't pretend with me.
I know how this works.
You say tell me your secrets.
I'll keep them safe.
My smile is filled with regret.
I'm never letting you into this place.
This place I call my mind.
This place called my heart.
I don't trust your sweet face, who knows what might lie behind.
I've been fooled one too many times, this was finished from the start.
Why do I try to trust people who come my way?
All they hold is hidden daggers.
Tired of feeling this pain.
Whenever I trust it gets shattered.
Sing Over MeCan you hear my screams?
Is this just a dream?
With my fear.
Can't seem to disappear.
What is the point to life,
It gives you love and then it dies.
What's the use of all this?
I can taste Fate's bitter kiss.
She tosses coins into the air,
Watch them shimmer and flash turning hope to despair.
Why should I try,
Just to feel pain when my heart breaks inside.
This life isn't really mine.
I'm running out of time,
Before I can't hold on anymore and let this go.
Oh, the bleeding doesn't show.
No one sees the darkness in my eyes.
They don't see the sorrow inside.
Are you blind?
Will you realize,
When I leave all this behind
For the last time.
Can't you see what lies hidden beneath this veil?
A face that is haggard and pale,
Drawn as if with age.
Made old with pain.
Sweet, sweet wind, sing over me.
Tenderly caress my resting place as you breathe.
Lovely trees, guard me in your shade,
Whisper as you sprinkle flowers on my grave.
Grass toss your head and tell my story as I told it
Forgive MeMy God, my God, why have You forsaken me?
Can You see me bleeding?
Feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.
How long before the pain is over?
In the night I wonder, will it ever end?
They say scars heal, then why do mine refuse to mend?
Is it my personal disease,
That no one understands me?
Why, tell me why, what's wrong with me?
Drowning in a red sea.
It's made of my own blood.
Ruby tear drops rain down in a flood.
Each time the knife descends,
It's one step closer to the end.
No one sees the scars.
No one knows the darkness in my heart.
I walk through a desolate waste land.
I see shadows and I reach for them, begging them to take my hand.
But they laugh and taunt me as they disappear.
So far away and yet so near.
I can taste ashes in my mouth, bitter and vile.
Grey like the dust of murdered bodies, dumped on the landscape to defile.
Darkness is my companion.
Left alone and abandoned.
My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?
Can You hear my screams?
Return to me salvati
Once Upon a TimeYour eyes open like a raindrop filled with unopened dreams.
Soft yet strong, shining like crystal streams.
You are more amazing than I thought anyone could be.
And every smile is as precious as treasure sunk beneath the sea.
You touch my hand and I realize,
As my heart swells with all the love you've given me inside.
That once upon a time,
We find someone who is one of a kind.
Someone who is unique.
And never stops to seek,
The truth at the heart of what is real.
Someone who isn't so afraid of pain they don't want to feel.
A person who would wither if a lie passed their lips.
Who dreams of castles and fairy tale ships.
Who thinks like many of us believe only children can.
And is always ready to take someone's hand.
Who isn't selfish and whose heart is made of gold.
And has all that love can hold.
Once upon a time I found out its true.
They do exist, because I found you.
We walk along the balcony.
You shiver in the wind and draw closer to me.
I can feel your heart beating through
A Bloody, Stupid Miracle The day we’d cured the human condition was the day I put a bullet through my head and didn’t die. It was also the day I realized how scared I actually was of death, and after hours of muscle ache from holding that gauze against my open skull, after the wound closed and everything went back to normal, I had myself a good old-fashioned brainstorm. How ironic.
But when summer came, everything had fallen to shit. The air scorched my skin and parched my tongue every time I took a breath. The sun glared down on a rapidly-collapsing world, full of the undying bastard children of cruelty and misfortune. What was one to do when their cells regenerated faster than they decomposed?
My feet hit the pavement, now littered with jagged bits of glass to snap at my toes, thoroughly baked by the blazing ball of bitter disdain high overhead. Today was worse than yesterday. Though I’d often wondered the purpose of it anymore, I
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